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I'm fucking done
I'm giving up
This anger's made me lose my trust.
My patience's gone, my mind is bleak.
How have I become so weak?
I can't move on I'm still the same
Why am I stuck in a still frame?
I've lost my mind
I can't feel anything
Sometime's my anger gets the best of me.
I wonder if you've ever felt the same thing.
Behind these padlocked walls, and barricaded halls.
There lies a monster, lurking inside.
I've done this to myself I've broken my own crutch.
An unpredictable rage in my head.
I knew these pills would never be enough,
to control the demon inside.
Fueled by angst. I feel my soul has died.
Keep on telling me all the lies.
Sometime's my anger gets the best of me.
I wonder if you've ever felt the same thing.
Behind these padlocked walls, and barricaded halls.
There lies a monster, lurking inside.
I can't control this. I've lost my god damn mind.
This anger's keeping me
This anger's keeping me at bay.
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I'm waiting for an escape.
Can you see this isn't my day?
You bring me to my knees.
I'm screaming my last plea.
This is the last time you'll see me.
I'm never coming back now.
I feel I can barely breathe.
My heart feels so left out.
No more light. No more life.
There's nothing inside me.
A sickness you will never see.
I hide it all so well. Now you can barely tell.
I'll jump face down. Hold it till' there's nothing left.
Feel a heart beat slowly leave my chest. It's taking a hold of me.
Now I can hardly breathe. This sickness is dwelling inside of me.
This sickness is slowly dragging me down.
This sadness is taking over like a disease.
I'm looking for a sign. It's clearly not my time.
I wonder when I'll see the end.
I'll jump face down. Hold it till' there's nothing left.
Feel a heart beat slowly leave my chest. It's taking a hold of me.
Now I can hardly breathe. This sickness is dwelling inside of me.
This sickness is slowly dragging me down.
I can not see through the darkness. A fog as thick as the night.
Bring me back to the light.
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Vigor Affliction
02:36
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When will you save me?
I find myself crawling through a tunnel.
(I see the light, it shines so bright)
It reminds me of the time that I have lost.
(I hear your voice in my head)
It's pushing me further and further from the edge.
Will you be the one to save me from the man that I've become?
I can barely breathe as darkness consumes me.
I'm lost, bruised, and broken.
And tired from all the searching.
Please take me away. Take me away from this place.
Take me away to see a brighter day.
Please take me away.
I'm so sorry. This isn't who I'm meant to be.
Please forgive me
(Save me)
Will you be the one to save me from the man that I've become?
I can barely breathe as darkness consumes me.
I'm lost, bruised, and broken.
And tired from all the searching.
Please take me away. Take me away from this place.
This regret runs through my veins. It keeps on driving me inside.
It reminds me of a day. A day that's no longer there.
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Schizophrenia
05:58
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You remind me of what true darkness is, the way you move so silently.
Just run right now, he's got a knife in his hand and he's moving quickly.
Keep this on your mind, as I cry, things don't happen the same way twice.
How do you know that what you fear, isn't just in your mind?
It's time that you realize who you really are.
The monster isn't in the closest, it's in the fucking mirror.
It's in the fucking mirror.
Telling the demons threatening to break you, that you're not afraid.
Sunlight will drop and terror will begin it's fucking reign.
And your mind may haunt you, but I'm sure it's not worse than mine.
Just remember, things don't happen the same way twice.
Don't be afraid. The voices in your head have nothing more to say.
Just dream as blood runs down the walls.
And all the brightest colors will slowly start to fade to gray.
All the things you see are your mind that's out to get you.
Telling the demons threatening to break you, that you're not afraid.
Sunlight will drop and terror will begin it's fucking reign.
And your mind may haunt you, but I'm sure it's not worse than mine.
Just remember, things don't happen the same way twice.
Don't be afraid of the dark.
Don't make a sound or I swear to God, you'll be found.
Don't wait a single moment, run while you have the chance.
No one will hear you scream.
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My Final Heaven Apollo, Pennsylvania
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Austin Miller -
Vocals
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